Ok so my brother has always been popular and the favorite with everyone (besides my parents cuz they “love us equally” 🙄) he has the greatest (and hottest (the guys)) group of friends and I’m pretty fcking jealous 😂. They all hangout all the time and stay out late and do really cool shit with no drama or anything and they all get along great. They do these spur of the moment adventures and other really fun stuff and I wish I could too. My friends r so fucking lame. Some of them never do ANYTHING at all and have no social lives. When I suggest something as simple as glow in the dark bowling or going to the beach they always say they r too tired or some crap.

Others will say the r busy cuz they have work, which is understandable, but if they r working for 4 hours in a day then u would think that there would still be enough time to hangout, right? 🙄🙄🙄🙄. It’s just so annoying and I feel like I’m gonna regret my high school years cuz of how little I did. Even tho I want to and I’m willing to do a shit ton. And I can’t just get new friends cuz there’s nobody in my school like this except for the popular kids. Ugh. I just needed to get it out. Ik it’s stupid and shit and Ik they can do whatever they want but ugh. Still sucks. Wish I could be friends with my brothers friends.