I feel like I’m the problem in my relationship.

My boyfriend and I have been arguing none stop. We’ve been together for almost 8 Months (Which is tomorrow actually.) However, I just feel like it’s all my fault. I can get controlling, very angry towards him and jealous. I try to stop myself before things get worse but it almost always never helps.

I’d like to add in that I take Zoloft for my depression and anxiety. I will never blame my mental health on the struggling of my relationship. It’s not an excuse to treat my boyfriend like shit. I know that.

I don’t know. I just feel like he deserves so much better because I feel like I can’t change. I really want to change because I love him to death but it takes time. The longer we stay together the more I feel like things are just going to get worse.

- Please help. Comment what I should do/shouldn’t do. How to save my relationship. How I need to change. Anything, would be great help.