Trying is hard

I have gone to the OBGYN every year since I was like 17 (30 now). Everything has always been normal, but I’ve never had any fertility tests done. Recently we started TTC, about 3-4 months ago and while this app is super helpful with a lot of things, i can’t help but feel like there’s something wrong with me. I read all these woman’s fertility issues and struggles. I feel for everyone of them, but nothing hits me harder than the ones that don’t have answers. I know most of us all spend many years of our youth trying not to get pregnant and the second we decide to this is what we want and it doesn’t happen, our minds automatically goto something is wrong. A good friend of mine and I both started trying the same time. She got it on the second month. So now my mind goes to fertility issues, sperm issues, my age, my weight, my lifestyle, my job...anything and everything I do makes me think “this is probably why I’m. Or pregnant yet”.

I know We haven’t been trying very long, but I guess I just wanted to say I am so happy for everyone who tries with no issues. I am so sad for the women who are facing infertility. I am jealous every time I see posts of BFP. I am so anxious during every TWW.

Trying is freaking hard! So many emotions and I don’t even have the hormones associated with pregnancy!

Just needed to get that off my chest!

Goodluck to everyone struggling and trying I wish everyone the best of luck and all the happiness in the world! 👶🏼 💃 💦❤️