Heart break

We broke up yesterday for the second time and my heart still aches of course. But after we ended we spent the day together and anytime we touched tears formed hard! But i kept it together the best i could because to throw away a bond like that is hard too. I did feel the cold distance between us as well. Like we are no long an us. no longer will we ever be an us. Im feeling better now because I know we tried and can't ever be now completely it just sucks watching someone leave you with no way possible to fix the problem. It just has to be the way it is ..... *sobs in a corner*