baby blues

I'm ending my ovulation now, period isn't due for another week... but I don't want to get my hopes high about everything I feel... I don't want to test anymore.. and I don't want to think about it. I want to have a baby with all my heart but I'm also so tired of feeling disappointed in myself. I wish I could skip this week and just see if AF shows her ugly face. wish me luck and please send lots of baby dust.. lots of baby dust to all the other woman who are feeling like me tonight 🖤