I’m losing it...

So my SO and I have been TTC for the past year. Unfortunately we have been unsuccessful...about a month ago I had an ovarian cyst ruptured and wow was it painful; fast forwarding a bit my labs says everything is normal. Anyways, I know everyone will say it’s normal to feel depressed and frustrated because you feel like you can’t do the one thing your(for most) supposed to be able to do as a woman...but today I start my new prenatals...I was going to title this ‘I’m losing hope’ but I’m really not losing hope I’m just losing I t I’m just covering my eyes with nothing but negativity...yes, writing this helped me realize this. But, I’m still obviously frustrated. Any advice?

#venting.