Most of the time I’m fine, I can handle it.

Going back to school this week from winter break has made me really really really wish I had a significant other or even a friend or relative to help me out at home, I’m in school 5 days a week and I work, so I can only take my son to school on Wednesday’s and Thursdays and only pick up from school on fridays. I don’t get to tuck him in every night or wake him up every morning because he’ll be at his dads while I’m in class or working early mornings or late nights. I’m so grateful for the help I get but I cannot wait to feel like an active parent in my sons life again, and be there for the small things like bedtimes, breakfast, classroom parties and after school surprises 😞😞