First Kiss Frustration

I'm 14 gonna be 15 in a few days and something has been bothering me. I'm a very "innocent" teen. By that I mean I don't do drugs, I don't go to parties, I don't drink, I'm a virgin, never dated a guy and of course I've never kissed anyone. It pisses me off and I just wanna get the kiss over with at this point. All of my friends are in relationships and most of them have a sex lifes. And I'm over here as a lip virgin. I'm not saying I want to lose my V-card anytime soon but I at least want to get my first kiss over with. My friends always joke about it and it kills me.

WHAT DO I DO? What am I doing wrong? Am I too ugly for anyone to want me let alone kiss me? I need answers 😣😒