This was supposed to be our baby year

We had plans that this year would be our year to conceive, and have the family that we’ve both been dying for. Well, unfortunately this cannot be our baby year. My boyfriend has came clean to myself and our families that he has been battling a drug addiction and wants help. The only rehab we can send him to is 3 hours away for an entire year! The sad thing is, he cannot contact or see anyone who isn’t immediate family, and sadly girlfriend doesn’t fall into the immediate family. So, we’ve decided instead of us getting married whenever he comes home, we will just go and get married before he leaves. Definitely not the wedding I dreamed of, but hey at least I get to marry my soulmate! So if you guys can send prayers, and things to lift me up. That would be amazing in this tough time!