Super fearful of going into labor by myself !!

This is my second baby and my boyfriend works night shift I’m scared he’s not gonna be home for it , with my son I was so exhausted with pain and hurting so bad I didn’t have enough energy to even call anyone to come to the hospital until I already had an epidural and almost 10 cm. Dilated , also scared for the fact that I’m gonna be going into labor once again ... THAT S*IT hurts 😂😂 help me feel more comfortable about it all or something ... what should I do if he’s at work and I can’t get ahold of him and mind you we have a one year old son too ... what if I’m in so much pain I can’t even reach for my phone . Is there any way I can induce my own labor while he’s at home through the day ? Ugh I’m so terrified . Advice ladies.