I have been with my husband - the father of my daughter - on and off for about 3 years. I have experienced first hand what a boy really is. The lies, the cheating and.. the abuse.

To start off my 2018 -

My daughter (18 mo) and I had the flu... and to top it off; he turned violent in front of my daughter.

I don’t like to talk with my family because I know they will just tell me their “I told you so’s” and I already feel guilty as it is.

I have filed for restraining orders - which he has yet to be served with, and I am filing for divorce.

Every day, multiple times a day - I get his emails... his apologies. His excuses. And him justifying his actions as to why he put his hands on me, why he had his ex in my bed, why he “didn’t cheat” and how he “loves” me.

I just need a friend. I need someone to understand me. To tell me my daughter and i will be ok.

I don’t want someone to tell me I’m dumb for staying.. because I’m gone now. I’ve packed my precious baby and we left him.

I need positivity.

(Left out a lot to my story - feel free to ask questions)