TTC - Numb

Has anyone become emotionally numb when TTC? After 16 months TTC, labs, ultrasound, HSG, sperm check, fertility cleanses, diet/lifestyle changes and everything coming back normal I reached a point of exhaustion and now I’m just numb.

I used to feel sad and angry when people asked me when are you having babies, when my period came, when everyone around me announced a pregnancy and now I feel nothing. Its like yup what else is new.

I don’t want do OPKs, bbt, CM checks and all the work that comes with this anymore. I’ve lost the motivation to start looking for an RE and doing fertility treatments

I don’t want to give up on my biggest dream of having a little one, but I feel so detached now.

Have any of you gotten to the point of numbness? And if so what have you done about this? How did you push through?

I know many will say well if you really wanted it you would fight for it, but it’s not that simple. I want to hear from those who have gotten to a numb stage and how you handled it.