Please help

Hayle

Hello, I’m Hayle and I suffer from major depression, ocd, anxiety, and social anxiety (I’ve been diagnosed). yes I have a counselor, and yes I take antidepressants. I have been hospitalized in the past twice for suicide and throughout my life I’ve had periods of dramatic ups and downs. I’m much better than I was and my confidence has grown. However, I still feel very lonely and it’s as if no one is there. My father isn’t really in my life, my mother is constantly busy with my little brother, my grandmother works constantly, and my loving grandparents do not understand mental health or my problems. My friends are hard to talk to and I really wish I had a boyfriend or a close friend to go to. I’m a loving and kind person, I have dedicated my life to helping those in needs. But I need help. This community is supportive and I’d like to make new close friends that I can talk to and vice versa ❤️