Depression

Im struggling with depression and anxiety right now and I hate it. I don’t remember the last time I was genuinely happy and myself. I am student teaching right now and I feel like I’m drowning. I have so much to do with my university but depression is making it really difficult to even care about it. Then the anxiety kicks in saying “I HAVE TO DO THIS. I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT. I CANT MESS UP”. I feel like I’m in a tailspin.