Tired 😞

I’m tired of pretending to be happy pretending to get over things I don’t know what to do anymore everyone sees me so happy when I’m alone in my room when it’s quiet and no sound to stop the voices I’ll sit there when will it all stop. there telling me I’m stupid ugly fat failure all the things I’ve heard from other people my head mimics it in there voices I don’t want to talk to no one about it but my mom and some online stranger that’s sooo nice and they’ll explain why I should live why I’m not alone and useless.