My dad

Sometimes I feel like the way my dad treated my mom when I was very young has had a great impact on how I view men.

I hate them. The only men I love in my life are my brothers.

I have a SO and it sucks that sometimes I fucking hate him. Every partner I’ve had in my life, I’ve managed to hate them one way or another.

I hate to admit that I hate my dad and the way he treated and STILL treats my mom.

I hate that I hate him when he has provided for us always and still continues to do so, even at 26 (myself), my brothers (17&19), and my mom.

Idk. Just needed to air that out somewhere.