Can’t picture it..

Idk if this is the right group but i’m struggling. I had my son about a month ago. And i love him so much he’s the best thing to ever happen to me. But i just can’t picture that he’s gonna love me and that i’m capable of being a good mom. Of course i never hit him or do anything to hurt him. But i’m just afraid i’m gonna fail at being a mom to him and he’s gonna hate me or something. It literally terrifies me cause i want nothing more to be a good mom but i just can’t picture it.