Struggling to love myself

I was born with this skin condition called Vitiligo. It's made me self conscious my whole life. In elementary school they would call me names, when I'd get my nails done I felt like an outcast because everyone would look at my hands, I'll never know how the nail polish would look like with my actual skin tone. on hot days I'm too self conscious to wear shorts or wear dresses or show my legs outside or in school. I've gotten less self conscious over the years but I still feel like a freak when people stare at my spots. I just feel bad about myself. i have it on my eyes, hair, lips, knees, elbows, hands and on my wrists.