Sex?Am i good enough?Should i even?

I’m a virgin me n my boyfriend have been on a very freaky sexual level this passed week.Weve been together since 6th grade we are in 11th grade now.He has been asking me questions about my private areas.Like if I’m hairy or do i squirt.And those are weird ass questions.I barely masturbate So idk what to do because now he’s talking about tmr we’re gonna fuck but I’m just like 😳.I don’t think I’m ready to lose my virginity I’m still young.But then again i feel like he’s gonna leave me if i don’t please his needs.I don’t even send him nudes well that self respect. Sometimes i feel like

I’m the worst girlfriend ever.So what should i do ☹️.