Spending the night for the very first time with your S.O was NOT how I imagined it. It was Valentine’s Day, COMPLETELY unplanned, and just a mega shitfest. I had THE WORST anxiety because I was so nervous about sleeping in the same bed as him, I had to LIE to my beloved parents who were out of town wondering where I was, and I just about threw up from being so nervous (2 trips to the bathroom and 1 trip to get water and I WAS ON MY PERIOD). IT👏WAS👏HORRIBLE👏

I’m so glad we look back and laugh on that day, because the 2nd time last month was SO comfy and relaxing. Waiting 5 years was totally worth it. I love being 18.