letting it go.

this round of ivf failed. I'm throwing in the towel. been shooting myself up with crazy-making hormones for 10 months now, and my body and heart can't take it. it is not doing great things for my marriage, and it certainly hasn't made me a more patient, fun mom to the beautiful 4 year old I am already blessed to have. I need my body back, and I need to find gratitude for the gifts I have.

I am in awe of you ladies who can keep trying round after round, and I truly hope that you all get the results you are after.