12 wks 1 day

This is my second pregnancy. My second pregnancy alone but same guy. It’s been extremely tough. I have major depression and I’m bipolar. So I deal with those things on top of having to deal with a pathetic BD. Any other single moms out there have any tips on how to cope and press forward? It’s tough seeing people in relationships and just thriving in life. He himself is in a relationship with his ex and it hurts to see that especially since we will soon have 2 children together but never a commitment. It makes me feel rejected and worthless. And he feels keeping our babies a secret is good for him. I’m almost certain his ex doesn’t even know. I just want everything to be better in my life honestly.