Stressed af

My exboyfriend almost killed, he hit me so hard that my head look like a watermelon, since then I’ve lost faith in me, I can’t remember things, I get distracted easily. He was so possessive that he didn’t let me work. I’ve been struggling for a year, I lost some weight, I sometimes wished he would’ve just killed me. I’m trying my best, but I don’t think I’ll make it. I can’t afford anything and my family is so cold, I’ve never had love. Even the cops are friends with him, he was never arrested and he’s rich.

I’ve had admirers but I’m not interested, I’m afraid of even been alone with someone, I ve become cold. I feel life isn’t worth it:

I have no friends, some people are just friends when you have money. I feel so lonely.

I hope I can Donna decent job so u can my debts, have my own house and pay my bills, and some extras to feel

Happy. 😭😭

I really needed to vent.

I’m training for a job, but if I don’t get this job I don’t know if I’ll harm myself.. 😭😭😭