Today has been a roller coaster of emotions

I am 27 went in for a ultrasound on my liver because I been sick and having discomfort so my doctor wanted to rule out some stuff because I am overweight on a few medications anyways the technician is asking me all sorts of question and here I am answering them and wondering what this is leading to so she decides to check on something as a hunch and says so did you ever think you might be pregnant I said kind of but it’s impossible and she points out and says well this looks like your almost six weeks along and god did my heart glow with excitement and happiness but also fear because I know my bf wouldn’t be all that thrilled because of money and our living situation well my fears sadly were spot on he even brought up have the big A I hate saying the actual word and he knows I don’t like or believe it’s right I mean some cases are the exception but this baby I feel is a miracle at my weight so I call my sister all excited and she just made me feel like crap and think I should have the big A but then my brother calls and I am balling my eyes out at this point and god he surprised me was so supportive said if he leaves me over this he is a idiot and he will step in and help and will talk to my father who I am not really close to and see about finding me a place closer to them and get me through this and even more shocking my dad was over the moon happy when I told him he was going to be a grandpa and here I thought he was going to bring up my weight like he always had and make me feel bad like my sister did but the two people I thought weren’t going to handle it well we’re more supportive and amazing I feel blessed to have an amazing older brother and I have hope I can patch things up with my father especially now for the baby he or she deserves to have my family in there life