Rant 😫💔

I guess I’m just so sad. I have feelings for him, and I always thought he did too but he’s been acting different lately and it truly breaks me and triggers my anxiety. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I have diarrhea, a migraine and I can’t stop thinking about it. I sound crazy probably but something is off. We snapchat all the time and I know its maybe creepy or whatever but I for some reason started tracking his snapchat score and I can tell that he’s ignoring me. I wish he’d at least be straight up with me, I ask him and he changes the subject or avoids the question, and I don’t want to keep bringing it up either bc I don’t want to come off as too clingy or needy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I need someone to tell me I’m okay, someone to tell me not to obsess, I know he might just be talking to a friend but I keep making up scenarios in my head and I’m just going insane someone please help me