I’m just really sad..

I’m about to start working 40 ish hour weeks. Right now I barely see my boyfriend, he works full time and it’s hard to get my schedule to line up with his. My parents won’t let me stay over at his house (he lives with his roommates) (i’m 20, home for the summer from college), and that’s the only time we’d really get to see each other. I’m already away at school 9 months out of the year. I’m just afraid that we’re never going to see each other when I’m actually home and we’re just going to break up. I need to work and save money but this just fucking sucks. I’m just venting..

I got pregnant in february. I had a miscarriage, so I went to the hospital and I’m under my parents insurance and it cost them almost 3 grand. My parents are also helping me pay for some school (I’m paying the rest), and they paid for the car I drive. My mom told me I could go live with my boyfriend but she’d stop paying for school and take the car away. She thinks that me sleeping over at my boyfriends house is disrespectful. I don’t want to live with him, I just want to be able to sleep over some nights.