Heart is aching

So my brother and sister in law just announced that they are pregnant yesterday. Meanwhile my husband has severe male factor infertility and we have been trying for over a year and a half with no success and are starting IVF with ICSI next month. I feel terrible about this but I am really having a hard time feeling happy for them at the moment...they don’t have the means to support a baby right now at all it breaks my heart that we’ve been trying and may never be able to have children of our own. They also know what we are going through and chose to tell the whole family in a very inconsiderate way. trust me, I hate that I feel this way and I know I need to be happy for them and I really think I’ll get there soon, just not right now. Ugh this fertility journey has been so difficult and we’re really just beginning now, I hope I’m not the only one feeling this way!