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Oh am I ready to break down right now. How do you make your husband realize that just because he is a great father he is a shitty husband. I am one who will defend my man til the cows come home but Jeeze. So we’ve been debating if I’m going back to work or not he has been telling me he is giving me permission to stay home with the kids meanwhile when we get into a fight he throws it in my face that I haven’t been working and I should try it

It he doesn’t see how much of an asswhole he is to me tells everyone I’m the problem. Yes I can be out of control sometimes of what I say but this is an all the time thing for him. If I work I’m st work too much but when I’m home taking care of him and the kids I should go back to work. I wish I got the same treatment as the kids who get more respect than I do.

Im at this point that on our 2 year wedding anniversary I’m ready to file for divorce and give it to him maybe then I would get some respect.

If anyone has tips on this please I need to make him realize I’m really ready to give up on us. Sucks because I don’t believe in divorce but I honestly can’t be with a person that keeps putting me down when I’m trying to put myself back together.