Week after wedding

A week in and i feel like he’s not the one. 😭 why does it feel like this. Been together for so many years and when we got married in thought it’ll be somewhat magical or atleast felt real. But it just feels normal and bland.

Does it sound like I’m being a dickhead ? His family (parents) trying to ruin my family’s name and reputation may also play a factor because he hasn’t told them to stop. 😭

Edit : yes I’m in love with him and I just thought it would’ve intensify and be more mature but idk.