Feel The Relationship Dying

Have you ever just felt your relationship dying? I love him very much. I truly do but he’s just so busy with work and life it’s like ... where do I fit in? Things seem to be moving so quickly nowadays for me and him being not available that much, he seems to be missing out on it all. It sucks that he can’t really be a part of things because of his schedule, I feel my feelings dying...

I still want to save it but I don’t have the energy to try anymore. Makes it no better that he’s not good with expressing his emotions. Makes me feel so forgotten and unimportant in his life.

I think I’ll just sit back and stop trying to put in so much effort. I’ll just sit back and see what happens. Maybe we will grow apart..maybe we will actually live out the rest of our lives together.

A few weeks ago I was so sure about us and today...I just don’t know. I’m tired of hurting and I can’t even tell him. He wouldn’t get it and he wouldn’t understand. I’ll take today for myself, away from my phone. See if he even realizes...see if he even cares....