relationship

Do you ever feel like you're in a perfect relationship and then some days you just want to give up, that's me. Some days we are great then some days we are like cats and dogs fighting. And I have to keep it to my self because I don't like my family (parents and siblings) telling me stuff. I love this guy but I'm getting tired of everything. Then I think of my kids and makes me more mad that I have the thought of leaving their dad. Maybe I'm being selfish, I been through alot in life, that I'm not scared to start all over but what about my family, the family I have always wanted 😭😭😭I'm just so emotional right now I only think about this when we argue and is becoming constantly.