Ongoing Crush

So I’ve had this crush on a guy for a long long time. It’s been over a year and I’m so tired of always having little feelings toward him. Every time I get over him, he does something cute and I start falling back into the hole.

The worst part is he’s one of my closer guy friends and is awkward as well as known for letting girls down cause he doesn’t like them back.

I just don’t know what to do to get over him!

Help?