Miss my ex 😭

So I miss him so much. Everyone tells me not to miss him but I can’t help it. They make me feel ashamed for wanting him back. it’s dumb bc I can use this app to rant but if I rant to my friends they yell at me and I just want to sit here and cry. Every time I try to move on with a guy they treat me badly and I don’t get heartbroken by them bc I just think about my ex he makes me feel better and I know I can never have him bc I’m pretty sure he’s moved on by now. 😔😔