Too fat for ride

So embarrassing... tonight I was at a theme park with my husband and some family. It was the last ride of the night, I had rode this ride once already today and once yesterday. This roller coaster has the seat belt that come across your hips (literally the biggest part of my body) and it does not have any give at all. Well they couldn’t get it buckled and I was asked to leave. This meant I had to hold back the tears and walk past everyone in order to exit the ride. It was awful.

I need to lose weight. I am 5’5” and around 230. That being said this particular ride changed their safety rules a few years ago and shortened the seat belts. It all has to do with where you carry your weight, and I have a lower stomach problem for sure. Not to mention the c section pooch that I’ve been told won’t really ever go away. Still, most of the men I saw who were bigger than me in weight were able to ride because of their body type and lack of D cup boobs which were smashed into every right that came over my shoulders today.

I hope this will be the motivation I need to finally lose a good bit of weight. I never want to feel like this again. I’m still so humiliated.