I feel like a huge failure **UPDATE TWO DAYS LATER** In the screenshots underneath original post

Today was my sons first day of school, they told us to pick him up at 2:20pm. We did and they said we were and hour late and was suppose to pick him up at 1:30 (I was told 2:20 by literally everyone)

Then they told me I needed to go have him evaluated at a center. He’s VERY Hyper Active, a runner, and just had a bad day today among other issues.

I have ADHD and deep down I knew he might have it to I just can’t help but feel it’s my fault. I have passed it down to him. I never wanted my son to struggle with things like I did. It just breaks my heart and I have broken down several times today since picking him up.

This would have been his first year of school and I’m not sending him back after today I guess. I’ll see how the evaluation and everything goes and I go from there.

They also look like they pitied me because I’m a young mom (18) and having to “deal” with this. Which sucks because they shouldn’t, I know how this works and I know my son will be fine I’m just having a hard time dealing with it and putting blame on myself. I did everything right during my pregnancy. Everything, even read books and all that to prepare. I just don’t understand. I don’t want my baby to have anything wrong with him, and I feel like it’s my fault he does.😣

**Today they acted like they couldn’t handle him and honestly I’d feel better taking him to one of those learning sensory centers they told me to get him evaluated at because they have teachers there that are specially trained to deal with his kind of needs. I went to one myself when I was child and got evaluated with my ADHD.

Wish me luck because they’re giving me such a hard time.