Wrong choice?

So from when I was 16-19 I was with a guy he was my second boyfriend, my first love and so on. I started to really like sex when I was with him, before I had just never been able to get there. It took us a long time to even get comfortable with eachother h was my second bf and I was his first everything. We barley had anything in common we fought kinda a lot but we’re happy. Toward the end of the relationship I just got really mean and distant, like everything he did annoyed me it seemed, after high school he wanted to go to college and it happened to be out of state.He cheated on me when we went away to school we broke up got back together then I started working at this new place. And (I have never cheated in my life on god) there was this guy who happened to be my supervisor he was like 28 at the time. He would try and flirt with me and I told him not to, but after a while I let him in kinda. He said he appreciated how hard I worked and what drew him in was that I was so quiet and he wanted to know why like who I was. We start talking during breaks and hanging out after work, we connect instantaneously. He was going through a hard time so was I, in our relationships. We talked about our past, childhood, our demons, likes dislikes hopes and ambitions everything and h connected with me intellectually which was a big thing for me since most kids my age don’t use he vocabulary I do. I end up leaving my current bf because I just wasn’t happy, I didn’t want to hurt him and I felt like maybe we weren’t meant for eachother. Then after that things start to heat up with this guy and omg the sex is mind blowing. It was like we understood every part of eachother in every way.

Now. We have been in each others lives for a while and he does make me happy, lately he violated his parole went back to prison. We talk on the phone we fight a lot but I’d like to think it’s because we arnt together everything is through the phone and it’s just hard. Lately he has been calling less at night. I need a lot of attention. And I have been having dreams of my ex bf and all these dreams make me miss him. And making me see all the things he did for me and all the things my current bf dosnt. The only thing is I can’t tell if I miss him or if I just miss him always being there. Besides the cheating thing he was a good boyfriend, he was good to me, we just had like nothing in common at all. But with this guy he feel like a best friend and a boyfriend. Am I jut star struck, dickmatized? Did I make the wrong choice? Or is it just because I’m lonely and feeling like this? I just need some advice, I don’t have many girlfriends and could use some insight.