My struggle.

I honestly feel like the shittiest person in the world. I don’t know how to go about getting help with my mental health and anger issues. I’ve always had anger issues and was getting treatment from my elementary in second grade but that was it. When I get upset I tend to lash out. Tonight I had lashed out on my boyfriend and it had gotten a bit physical I feel that my mental health has gotten worse while being pregnant. I’m 27 weeks pregnant right now and it seems to have just gotten worse and I don’t know what to do I don’t know who to talk to about it because I’m always starting fights with my boyfriend and I’m just scared that I’m going to take it too far and he’s going to leave and when our baby girl is born that he’s going to take her from me and make it so I can’t see her. I want to get help for my issues but idk how.