I done with this abusive relationship

Trigger warning!!!!!

I am so fucking sick of my husband leaving me home and telling me he is with his when I know he is fucking other people!! I am so mentally exhausted. I do not sleep at night. Like today his brother has been up for a week because of his coke addiction and he comes home today at 7am and drinks a whole bottle of alcohol and tells me to show him. Fuck that I feel used. I have been sober for 2 years and i will not use but i am not going to babysit someone because of their addiction. I am so exhausted for my husband's addiction that I can't be with him. I feel kind I am in a prison. When I get mad and cry my husband and his laugh at me. I am not giving her anymore money. All her money goes to him and his brothers addiction. I told him I will help with his addiction anymore and he slapped me.