Dear brother in heaven.

Obviously I can’t say anything to you cause your gone. 6 weeks ago and your not here. My kids wanted to know you. The time you had with them short. Drugs took you away from me took our bond away took my heart away. I think about you every day and I still can’t believe your gone. My daughters listen to your favorite song and sing along to it. I wish I had you here to know I’m trying to have another baby. If I succeed and have a boy he will have your name somewhere. I’m sad angry hurt. Life goes on but I’m lost without you. The only thing that helps is knowing you are in heaven with our other brother. I just needed to get some things off my chest. It’s hard here without you both.