Another broken promise

I just need to vent

I found out he’d been looking at porn a couple of months into our relationship. Knocked me sideways I just didn’t expect it. We were having sex multiple times a day. I don’t know how he found the energy to go again without me.

It hurt and I told him that. He promised he wouldn’t hurt me again.

He has though. Many times I’ve found it on his phone, iPad or my iPad. He just gets more clever at hiding it. And many times he’s promised no more hurt. No more porn. No more anything. Clean slate.

Just so many broken promises. He doesn’t get what it does to my feelings. Not just the porn now but to be lied to and have promises broken. I’m in bits.

😭😭😭😭😭