my story

After my 14th birthday I was at my so called friends and she asked my boyfriend at the time to stay over with us which wasn't okay if my parents found out. that night as we was celebrating my 14th birthday on the weekend we was all having a laugh. little to my knowledge it would all go down hill. later that night I went to bed and half way through the night I felt being moved so I woke up and I was in the middle of the bed he had my arms above my head and said trust me. then he got on me and started to rape me I felt hopeless and weak and just wanted it all to stop begging for it too stop. After that night I didn't let him near me I ended our relationship and then he started stalking me everywhere I went he was there I felt like I couldn't escape him he started to date my friends to stay in my life and I felt like I couldn't do anything as I felt if I spoke out he will just turn it on me like he always does. I took me 2 years to tell anyone like my parents and by then I felt like it was two late to do anything I let him get away with it and it hauntes me every day I can't trust people anymore I end up pushing them away because of him