Sorry but i need to rant...

- im a first time mom to a 1 month old. Ive been having soo many issues with my SO, babys dad, that im literally soo fed up with his BS. As im writting this he is snoring in the other room while im up with the crying baby AGAIN. we have had this baby for a month and he has only stayed up with her once for 2 hours in the night. I am always the one to wake up and console her throughout the night. I am breastfeeding so im not complaining about that. Its just with everything else. He wants to believe the only reason why she cries is because shes hungry, which isnt 100% true. Sometimes she just wants to be held, or a diaper change or to be burped but can he do that? Hell no! He hears her cry and either ignores it or sleeps through it. He will just wait for me to get up. Why? Its as much his baby as it is mine. Im literally in tears holding my fussy baby trying to calm her while hes sleeping perfectly fine, not even caring how im feeling. He thinks he shouldnt have any responsibility because he works and i stay home. Mind you, he doesnt get up on his days off either or on the days he doesnt work till 12pm. Theres no reason why he cant get up on the days he doesnt work early. Like be considerate of me and give me a break! Hes such a lazy ass that only thinks about himself. He just wants to go to work and come home and thats it. The only time he does anything for the baby is when i ASK him to, he doesnt take any initiative what so ever. Its ridiculous! All i want is a couple hours of sleep in the night and he cant even give me that. And every time I bring it up its just an arguement so why even bother? Im just so over it and i wish i had someone to talk to. Someone who understands the struggle. I legit feel like a single parent. If your not going to help out with YOUR child then gtfo! Why is he even here when hes not going to take responsibility for anything related to this baby? Being a first time mom is already hard enough and not getting any help from your SO makes it soo much harder. This momma just wants some sleep at night! 😭😭