Cramping idk y

Well i been having cramps right after i had sex which was b4 my ovulation day which was two weeks ago but till this day im still cramping and its only on my left lower side and idk what it mean im thinking about taking a pregnancy test but im scared and worried to bc the last three months i been trying my second month idk what happened its like im not lucky but now i really think i am bc im have sore breast i had bleeding and i been really moody like i would just cry for no reason and then next im so happy and jumpy but i just cant focus on the fact that i want to have a child then on the other hand im scared that this might be another false test again😞😞😞😞😢😢😢😢😢

I need lots of baby dust 😢😢