Gender disappointment

Monika

Today I had my ultrasound to find out what I was having , and of course it's a boy ... I wanted a girl so bad , I had a gut feeling it would be a boy , but I was hoping to be very wrong .. I'm more than a little bummed out about it , I'm happy that I have a baby but I really wanted my first to be a girl ... I guess it will just take some time to get over it ..