He really got the nerve... ( Long Post )

I'm getting so tired of my SO..

I'm 30 weeks pregnant & we still haven't bought anything for our baby boy.

When we have money, I want to at least start buying things little by little since I'm only a couple of weeks away...

So yesterday I told him I wanted to get one of those neck pillows that comes with a blanket that cost about only $10 & he says we don't have to get that , its not necessary 😑

I get upset cause I really wanted to get it since we don't even have shit yet for our unborn baby & I just stood shut cause that's what I do when I get super pissed off... Then he goes you know what lets go buy the stupid blanket 😑😑 so the things I want to get for the baby is stupid now ? Mind you, this is my first child this will be his third since he got two other baby mothers...

I was so pissed & said I bet when he had a baby with them , he was quick to buy stuff for his kids .. Then he says I'm comparing them to myself , I'm not but it just blows me off he doesn't make this pregnancy any exciting for me & im really starting to get tired of this relationship... If it was for weed , he'll be so quick to buy that but when it has to do with me wanting to buy something for our unborn baby, he says I'm doing too much 😣😔😔😔

I'm sorry for the long post but I feel I have no one to talk to about certain things its so frustrating , I'm just bottling everything up idk what to do