Baby “Fear”ver

Okay my SO has officially pissed me off. He’s talking about I’m getting on his nerves about having a baby. And telling me shit I already know. I know he can leave if he gets tired of everything fuck so can a married man!! He can get injured at work then what will I do then!! Just all these damn scenarios about what if what if. No one can be 100% prepared to have a baby. But we can be prepared as much as possible but not for every fucking thing that can go wrong. If he’s scared that’s fine because I’m scared too. If we conceive we’ll be first time parents and we’re living on our own. We’re not teenagers that’s going to need our parents for everything because we’re to young to do it ourselves. I just don’t know how to talk to him without chocking the shit out of him because I’m in my fertility window and he wants to argue about this shit at such a not so perfect time. I’ve always wanted to be a mom and dealing with pcos(according to my ob) I’m glad I’m finally ovulating on my own without spending $1000’s and this chicken is FUCKING IT UP FIR ME!!! P.S sorry for the insane rant I’m just so emotional right now but if we don’t baby dance and I start purging I won’t be sorry for chocking him😊. I will be entering the bedroom like this tonight. LOL😂