Depressed

School is so stressful rn, looking at colleges and finals and all that shit. I play volleyball and I feel so pressured to commit but I don’t know if that’s what I want. If I don’t play volleyball anymore I feel like I will let down so many people. During my season I was so depressed. I didn’t want to do anything anymore, I didn’t have the drive to get anything done and all of my grades dropped. I don’t know what to do, help please