Miscarriages.

This is my second miscarriage and my doctor told me that I could possibly not be able to carry my SO’s child 💔.... we’re going to figure out why here soon. They are running labs and everything else on me baby and daddy. But still. It’s just the fact that I can’t carry his child and someone else before I even knew of him could. It breaks my heart. I feel like I have no one to talk to about this. I’m honestly in a depressed state of mind and everything else because I’ve lost the second baby. It hurts. And he doesn’t understand that. He just gets mad at me for even bringing it up. Im completely clean, no std or anything like that. I’ve already talked to my doctor about that. But I’m just so down and emotional. We were going to announce it for Christmas time. But now we can’t and it hurts so much.. I just feel so lost and alone right now. 💔 what do I do? 😔😔💔💔