1st Christmas ... Emotional Wreck !!!

This has been my first Christmas where I have never felt so empty. Saddest thing is there will be many more to come. Seeing on my social media accounts all the babies in their 1st Christmas onesies and then me with no baby to dress up. I’m hurting ... I’m angry ... I’m even jealous of those who can dress their newborns ... Gave birth to my baby girl 3 months ago and it still mentally feels like yesterday... People always say grief get easier... I find that very hard to believe ... My first pregnancy, my first baby, my first daughter and she can’t live her life with me on earth ...

Merry Christmas to my baby girl, mommy loves you and misses you so much 🥺😭

Her Heartbeat Unicorn 👼🏾🌸🎀😭