HOW to have patience

So I’m getting my blood drawn today, and results should be back in one week.. BUT we aren’t looking at the results until we have a gender reveal party in 3 WEEKS.

How can I hold true to my intentions to wait?! I already want to know so bad 😂 I don’t want to ruin the surprise, and I’m really tempted to find out and then just keep it a secret and act surprised but I have THE worst guilty conscience.

Ugh. This is so hard. 😂😭